So I was planning on doing a fast today, but as life would have it I ended up going to a thai fast food place in the food court. Their portion sizes are pretty big, but I ate maybe 1/5th of the food before something clicked in my head and I thought to myself "what the hell am I doing?" and stopped. I managed to stop myself from eating delicious (and their food is honestly sooo good) food that I paid $12 for. Money down the drain, but hey at least I didn't do what I normally do (which is eat almost all of it because I already broke my fast and paid for it, but nope I'm in control now). I am so happy because even though my fast was broken, I only ate a bit. I also took 2 laxatives this morning and 3 right after I ate a bit of the thai food which calmed me down and made me feel back in control. Hmm ya :] I got this.
After leaving the food court I made my way to the shoppers drug mart (or pharmaprix as it's called in Quebec) and bought another box of 30 laxatives and I noticed that this fibre/laxative drink powder was on sale so bought it as well. I swear the people at pharmaprix must think I have serious constipation problems
-_-' .
Oh and not sure if I mentioned this in my previous posts, but I was feeling extremely self destructive last week and bruised up my right hip pretty good, as well as my left shoulder; the hip is all purple, blue and turning green in some spots. I never cease to surprise myself with what I do.
A close up of my bruise, although this was taken 2 days ago and now it's a deeper purple colour.
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