It's sad, but the only times I feel in control of my 'madness' is when I'm purging or s.h and when I get small.
I miss being tiny; I wanna get back down to the size I was in Dec 2012.
Sunday, December 13, 2015
What a joke
Lol. I want to cry. If I'm being 100% honest, the reason I restarted this blog is because I'm relapsing so badly. I started b/p again (though not multiple times a day like before). I miss my coping mechanisms; without them I just feel like everything is too much. I also started sh. again 😢 honestly I'm 22 and I still haven't learned how to live.
It's sad, but the only times I feel in control of my 'madness' is when I'm purging or s.h and when I get small.
I miss being tiny; I wanna get back down to the size I was in Dec 2012.
It's sad, but the only times I feel in control of my 'madness' is when I'm purging or s.h and when I get small.
I miss being tiny; I wanna get back down to the size I was in Dec 2012.
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