I have been feeling suicidal almost constantly/daily for the last two weeks or so it is horrible and I just want to cry and heave all these feelings out of me. I want to throw up this hurt, cut out this shame and forget these thoughts. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself and that makes me sad.
I went bowling with my work after work today; only stayed for one game, it was fun, but I got extremely sad and lonely for some reason. Also finally decided I'm getting my thigh tattoo, either in two weeks or three; either a quote by Edvard Munch or Virginia Woolf; cannot yet decide.
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