Up and down; parched mouth and dry tongue.

So I've been b/p these last two days and it's been horrible and I took a suppository and 10 laxatives and I kept going to the bathroom; I woke up so dehydrated my tongue was quite literally dry.  I hate b/p cycles, but it's so hard to stop and the worse is that I plan my binges. It's disgusting. I'm disgusting.